4. MANS HELP AND TEACHING NOW
AND AFTER
A WICKED MAN PERMITTED TO ENTER HEAVEN
AND THE SPIRIT OF THE MAN MURDERED
6. THE STATE OF THE RIGHTEOUS
AND THEIR GLORIOUS END
A PROUD MINISTER AND A HUMBLE WORKMAN
7. THE AIM AND PURPOSE OF
CREATION
THE MANIFESTATION OF GOD'S LOVE
ANOTHER QUOTE FROM SUNDAR SINGH
QUOTES FROM THE HEAVENS
OPENED
I
feel it is a very great privilege to be allowed to accede to the request of my
friend, Sadhu Sundar Singh, that I would write a brief foreword to his book Visions, because I hope and believe that
the little book will help many souls in their struggle to find Reality. I wish that
all who read the book could have the privilege, that we in this Diocese and a
number of people in
Inevitably,
I think, some who read the book will feel impelled to ask the question: What
is the exact nature of these spiritual experiences? What, for instance, was the
part played in them by the sub-conscious mind? Did what was seen in the
Visions have an objective reality?
I
have not the philosophical knowledge that would enable me to give an answer to
these questions: and I am by no means sure that, if I had it, I should feel
that there would be any profit in using it in this case.
I
felt that for me the veil, which normally shrouds the real world, had been for
a few moments lifted and that I had been allowed, through the help of Christs
faithful servant, to see things as they really are. I do not know, but I am
inclined to think that my friend the Sadhu would himself prefer that the visions
should be explained in this completely simple way. As I let my mind dwell on
what I had read in the little book, a passage of Scripture came up over the
margin of consciousness into my conscious mind, as recounting what was in some
sense a parallel experience.
In
all the conflicting opinions about the coming of the
May
it not be that this kind of experience is still given sometimes to Gods
servants? I personally believe that the Sadhus experiences recounted in these
Visions were something of this kind: that for him, as for these other
servants of God, the veil which shrouds the
real was lifted, so that he saw our Lord as He really is and that world.
Messages
that come as a result of such experiences must be reverenced, but they must
also be tested to the revelation of God in Jesus Christ. I have tried my best
to apply this test to these messages, and I find them in accord with that
supreme revelation of Gods character which we have in our Lords life and teaching.
I
therefore gratefully accept them as one more proof that God is still speaking
to His people, and I pray that this little book may open the eyes of many to the real world that is all around
us, to which we are too often blind, for
closer is He than breathing, and nearer than hands and feet.
H.B.
DURRANT
Simla,
6th
August 1926
By Sundar
Singh
There
is only one source of Life--an Infinite and Almighty Life, whose creative power
gave life to all living things. All creatures live in Him and in Him will they
remain forever. Again this Life created innumerable other lives, different in
kind, and in the stages of their progress man is one of these, created in God's
own image that he might ever remain happy in His holy presence.
Nothing
in this whole universe was ever destroyed, nor can it ever be, because the
Creator has never created anything for destruction. If He had wished to destroy
it, He would never have created it. And if nothing in creation can be
destroyed, then how can man be destroyed, who is the crown of creation, and the
image of his Creator? Can God Himself destroy His own image, or can any other
creature do it? Never! If a man is not destroyed at death then at once the
question arises, where will man exist after death, and in what state?
I shall attempt
to give a brief explanation from my own visional experiences though it is not
possible for me to describe all the things which I have seen in visions of the
spiritual world, because the language and illustrations of this world are
inadequate to express these spiritual realities; and the very attempt to reduce
to ordinary language the glory of the things seen is likely to result in
misunderstanding. I have, therefore, had to eliminate the account of all those
subtle spiritual occurrences, for which only a spiritual language is adequate,
and to take up only a few simple and instructive incidents that will prove
profitable to all. And since at some time or other every one will have to enter
into this unseen spiritual world it will not be without profit, if we, to some
extent, become familiar with it.
One
day when I was praying alone, I suddenly found myself surrounded by a great
concourse of spirit beings, or I might say that as soon as my spiritual eyes
were opened I found myself bowed in the presence of a considerable company of
saints and angels. At first I was somewhat abashed, when I saw their bright and
glorious state and compared with them my own inferior quality. But I was at
once put at ease by their real sympathy and love-inspired friendliness. I had
already had the experience of the peace of the presence of God in my life, but
the fellowship of these saints added a new and wonderful joy to me. As we
conversed together I received from them answers to my questions relating to my
difficulties about many problems that puzzled me. My first inquiry was about
what happens at the time of dying and about the state of the soul after death.
I said, ' We know what happens to us between childhood and old age, but we know
nothing of what happens at the time of death or beyond the gates of death.
Correct information about it can be known only by those on the other side of
death, after they have entered the spiritual world. "Can you", I
asked, "give us any information about this?"
To this one of
the saints answered! "Death is like sleep. There is no pain in the passing
over, except in the case of a few bodily diseases and mental conditions. As an
exhausted man is overcome by deep sleep, so comes the sleep of death to man.
Death comes so suddenly to many, that it is only with great difficulty that
they realise that they have left the material world, and entered this world of
spirits. Bewildered by the many new things that they see around them, they
imagine that they are visiting some country or city of the physical world,
which they have not seen before. It is only when they have been more fully
instructed, and realise that their spiritual body is different from their
former material body, that they allow that they have, in fact, been transferred
from the material world to the realm of spirits."
Another of the
saints who was present gave this further answer to my question,
"Usually," he said, "at the time of death the body loses its
power of feeling. It has no pain, but is simply overcome by a sense of
drowsiness. Sometimes in cases of great weakness, or after accident, the spirit
departs while the body is still unconscious. Then the spirits of those who have
lived without thought of, or preparation for, entering the spiritual world,
being thus suddenly transferred into the world of spirits, are extremely
bewildered, and in a state of great distress at their fate, so, for a
considerable period, they have to remain in the lower and darker planes of the
intermediate state. The spirits of these lower spheres often greatly harass
people in the world. But the only ones that they can injure are those who are
like in mind to themselves, who of their own free will open their hearts to
entertain them. These evil spirits, allying themselves with other evil spirits,
would do immense harm in the world were it not that God has appointed
innumerable angels everywhere for the protection of His people, and of His
creation, so that His people are always safe in His keeping."
"Evil
spirits can injure only those in the world who are like in nature to
themselves, and then they can do it only to a limited extent. They can, indeed,
trouble the righteous, but not without God's permission. God sometimes does
give to Satan and his angels permission to tempt and persecute His people, that
they may emerge from the trial stronger and better, as when He allowed Satan to
persecute His servant Job. But from such a trial there is gain rather than loss
to the believer."
Another of the
saints standing by added in reply to my question, "Many whose lives have
not been yielded to God, when about to die, seem to become unconscious; but
what actually happens is that when they see the hideous and devilish faces of
the evil spirits that have come about them, they become speechless and
paralysed by fear. On the other hand the dying of a believer is frequently the
very opposite of this. He is extremely happy for he sees angels and saintly
spirits coming to welcome him. Then too, his loved ones, who have died before,
are permitted to attend his deathbed, and to conduct his soul to the spiritual
world. On entering the world of spirits he at once feels at home for not only
are his friends about him, but, while in the world he had long been preparing
himself for that Home by his trust in God and fellowship with Him."
After that a
fourth saint said, "To conduct the souls of men from the world is the work
of angels. Usually Christ reveals Himself in the spiritual world to each one in
degrees of glory differing in intensity according to the state of each soul's
spiritual development. But in some cases He Himself comes to a deathbed to
welcome His servant and in love dries his tears, and leads him into
Once
in the course of conversation the saints gave me this information. "After
death the soul of every human being will enter the world of spirits, and every
one, according to the stage of his spiritual growth, will dwell with spirits
like in mind and in nature to himself, either in the darkness or in the light
of glory. We are assured that no one in the physical body has entered into the
spiritual world, except Christ and a few saints, whose bodies were transformed
into glorious bodies, yet to some it has been granted, that, while still dwelling
in the world, they can see the world of spirits, and heaven itself, as in 2
Cor. 12:2, though they themselves cannot tell whether they enter Paradise in
the body or in the spirit."
After this
conversation these saints conducted me around and showed me many wonderful
things and places. I saw that from all sides thousands upon thousands of souls
were constantly arriving in the world of spirits, and that all were attended by
angels. The souls of the good had with them only angels and good spirits, who had
conducted them from their death-beds. Evil spirits were not allowed to come
near to them, but stood far off and watched. I saw also that there were no good
spirits with the souls of the really wicked, but about them were evil spirits,
who had come with them from their death-beds, while angels, too, stood by and
prevented the evil spirits from giving free play to the spite of their
malicious natures in harassing them. The evil spirits almost immediately led
these souls away towards the darkness, for when in the flesh, they had
consistently allowed evil spirits to influence them for evil, and had willingly
permitted themselves to be enticed to all kinds of wickedness.
For the angels
in no way interfere with the free will of any soul. I saw there, also, many
souls who had lately come into the world of spirits, who were attended by both
good and evil spirits, as well as by angels. But before long the radical
difference of their lives began to assert itself, and they separated
themselves--the good in character towards the good, and the evil towards the
evil.
When
the souls of men arrive in the world of spirits the good at once separate from
the evil. In the world all are mixed together, but it is not so in the
spiritual world. I have many times seen that when the spirits of the good--the
Sons of Light enter into the world of spirits they first of all bathe in the
impalpable air-like waters of a crystal clear ocean, and in this they find an
intense and exhilarating refreshment. Within these miraculous waters they move
about as if in open air, neither are they drowned beneath them, nor do the
waters wet them, but, wonderfully cleansed and refreshed and fully purified,
they enter into the world of glory and light, where they will ever remain in
the presence of their dear Lord, and in the fellowship of innumerable saints
and angels.
How
different from these are the souls of those whose lives have been evil. Ill at
ease in the company of the Sons of Light, and tormented by the all-revealing
light of Glory, they struggle to hide themselves in places where their impure
and sin-stained natures will not be seen. From the lowest and darkest part of
the world of spirits a black and evil-smelling smoke arises, and in their
effort to hide themselves from the light, these Sons of Darkness push down, and
cast themselves headlong into it, and from it their bitter wails of remorse and
anguish are heard constantly to arise. But heaven is so arranged that the smoke
is not seen, nor are the wails of anguish heard, by the spirits in heaven,
unless any of them for some special reason should wish to see the evil plight
of those souls in darkness.
A
little child died of pneumonia, and a party of angels came to conduct his soul
to the world of spirits. I wish that his mother could have seen that wonderful
sight, then, instead of weeping, she would have sung with joy, for the angels
take care of the little ones with a care and a love that no mother ever could
show. I heard one of the angels say to another, "See how this child's
mother weeps over this short and temporary separation! In a very few years she
will be happy again with her child." Then the angels took the child's soul
to that beautiful and light-filled part of heaven, which is set apart for
children, where they care for them, and teach them in all heavenly wisdom,
until gradually the little ones become like the angels.
After some time
this child's mother also died, and her child, who had now become like the
angels, came with other angels to welcome the soul of his mother. When he said
to her, "Mother, do you not know me? I am your son Theodore," the
mother's heart was flooded with joy, and when they embraced one another their
tears of joy fell like flowers. It was a touching sight! Then as they walked
along together he kept on pointing out, and explaining to her the things around
them, and during the time appointed for her stay in the intermediate state, he
remained with her, and, when the period necessary for instruction in that world
was completed he took her with him to the higher sphere where he himself dwelt.
There, on all
sides, were wonderful and joyous surroundings, and unnumbered souls of men were
there, who in the world had borne all kinds of suffering for the sake of Christ,
and in the end had been raised to this Glorious place of honour. All around
were matchless and exceedingly beautiful mountains, springs & landscapes,
& in the gardens was abundance of all kinds of sweet fruits & beautiful
flowers. Everything the heart could desire was there. Then he said to his
mother, "In the World, which is the dim reflection of this real world, our
dear ones are grieving over us, but, tell me, is this death, or the real life
for which every heart yearns?" The mother said, "Son. this is the
true life. If I had known in the world the whole truth about heaven, I would
never have grieved over your death. What a pity it is those in the world are so
blind! In spite of the fact that Christ has explained quite clearly about this
state of glory, and that the Gospels again and again tell of this eternal
kingdom of the Father, yet, not only ignorant people, but many enlightened
believers as well, still remain altogether unaware of its glory. May God grant
that all may enter into the abiding joy of this place!"
The
soul of a German philosopher entered into the world of spirits and saw from
afar the incomparable glory of the spiritual world, and the boundless happiness
of its people. He was delighted with what he saw, but his stubborn
intellectualism stood in the way of his entering into it, and enjoying its
happiness. Instead of admitting that it was real, he argued thus with himself,
"There is no doubt at all that I see all this, but what proof is there
that it has objective existence, and is not some illusion conjured up by my
mind? From end to end of all this scene I will apply the tests of logic,
philosophy and science, and then only will I be convinced that it has a reality
of its own, and is no illusion." Then the angels answered him, "It is
evident from your speech that your intellectualism has warped your whole
nature, for as spiritual, and not bodily, eyes are needed to see the spiritual
world, so spiritual understanding is necessary to comprehend its reality, and
not mental exercises in the fundamentals of logic and philosophy. Your science,
that deals with material facts, has been left behind with your physical skull
and brain in the World. Here, only that spiritual wisdom is of use which arises
out of the fear and love of God." Then said one of the angels to another,
"What a pity it is that people forget that precious word of our Lord,
'Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall in no wise
enter into the
In one sense
the whole of infinite space, filled as it is with the presence of God, who is
Spirit, is a spiritual world. In another sense the World also is a spiritual
world, for its inhabitants are spirits clothed with human bodies. But there is
yet another world of spirits after they leave the body at death. This is an
intermediate state -- a state between the glory and light of the highest
heavens, and the dimness and darkness of the lowest hells. In it are
innumerable planes of existence, and the soul is conducted to that plane for
which its progress in the World has fitted it. There, angels especially
appointed to this work, instruct it for a time, that may be long or short,
before it goes on to join the society of those spirits -- good spirits in the
greater light, or evil spirits in the greater darkness -- that are like in
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Our
relatives and dear ones, and at times the saints as well often come from the
unseen world to help and protect us, but the angels always do. Yet they have
never been allowed to make themselves visible to us, except at a few times of
very special need. By ways unrecognised by us they influence us towards holy
thoughts, and incline us towards God and towards good conduct, and God's
Spirit, dwelling in our hearts, completes that work for the perfecting of our
spiritual life, which they have been unable to accomplish.
The greatness
of any one does not depend upon his knowledge and position, nor by these alone
can any one be great. A man is as great as he can be useful to others, and the
usefulness of his life to others depends on his service to them. Hence, in so
far as a man can serve others in love, just so far is he great. As the Lord
said, "But whosoever will be great among you let him be your servant"
(Matt. 20:26). The joy of all those that dwell in heaven is found in this that
they serve one another in love, and thus, fulfilling the object of their lives,
they remain forever in the presence of God.
The greatness
of anyone does not depend upon his knowledge and position, nor by these alone
can any one be great. A man is as great as he can be useful to others, and the
usefulness of his life to others depends on his service to them. Hence, in so
far as a man can serve others in love, just so far is he great. As the Lord
said, But whosoever will be great among you let him be your servant (Matt.
20: 26). The joy of all those that dwell in heaven is found in this that they
serve one another in love, and thus, fulfilling the objects of their lives
they remain forever in the presence of God.
When
people earnestly desire to live lives pleasing to God, the readjustment of
their views, and the renewal of their lives, begin in this world. Not only does
the Spirit of God teach them directly but in the secret chamber of their hearts
they are helped by communion with the saints, who, unseen by them are ever at
hand to assist them towards the good.
But, as many
Christian believers, as well as non-Christian seekers after truth, die while
still holding false and partial views of truth, their views are corrected in
the world of spirits, provided that they are not obstinately welded to their
opinions, and are willing to learn, because neither in this world, nor in the
next, does God, or any servant of His, force a man to believe anything against
his will.
I
saw in a vision the spirit of an idolater on reaching the world of spirits
begin at once to search for his god. Then the saints said to him, "There
is no god here save the One True God, and Christ, who is His
manifestation." At this the man was a good deal astonished, but being a
sincere seeker after truth, he frankly admitted that he had been in error. He
eagerly sought to know the correct view of truth, and asked if he might see the
Christ. Shortly after this Christ manifested Himself in a dim light to him, and
to others who had newly arrived in the world of spirits, because at this stage
they could not have endured a full exhibition of His glory, for His glory is so
surpassing that even the angels look on Him with difficulty, and cover their
faces with their wings (Isaiah 6:9). When He does reveal Himself to any one He
takes into account the particular stage of progress to which that soul has
attained, so He appears dimly, or in the fuller light of His glory, that the
sight of Him may be endured. So, when these spirits saw Christ in this dim but
attractive light, they were filled with a joy and peace which is beyond our
power to describe. Bathed in the rays of His life-giving light, and with the
waves of His love, which constantly flow out from Him, flowing over them, all
their error was washed away. Then with all their hearts they acknowledged Him
as the Truth, and found healing, and, bowing in lowly adoration before Him,
thanked and praised Him. And the saints, who had been appointed for their
instruction; also rejoiced over them.
Once
I saw in a vision a labouring man arrive in the spirit world. He was in great
distress, for in all his life he had given no thought to anything but earning
his daily bread. He had been too busy to think of God, or of spiritual things.
At the same time he had died another had also died, who was a doubter,
obstinate in his opinions. Both were ordered to remain for a long period far down
in the world of spirits in a place of darkness. In this, being in distress,
they began to cry for help. Saints and angels, in love and sympathy, went to
instruct them that they might understand how to become members of the
We can form an
estimate from the depravity of man's perverted nature from this, that, if an
evil report about another goes round, even if it is false, a man whose outlook
is distorted by sin will at once accept it as true. If, on the other hand, a
good and perfectly true report is received, for example that such and such a
man is a devout man, who has done this or that work for the glory of God and
for the good of his fellows, then, without hesitation, such a hearer will say,
"It is all false. So-and-so must have some motive of his own at the back
of it all." Should we ask such a man how he knows that the former case is
true and the latter false, and what proof he can give, he will have not the
slightest proof to put forward.
All that we can
learn from such an attitude of mind is, that, as his mind is tainted with evil
he believes evil reports because they fit in with his evil nature, and he
thinks good reports are lies because they do not fit in with the evil of his
heart. By nature a good man's attitude is the opposite of this. He is naturally
inclined to doubt an evil report, and to believe a good report, because this
attitude best fits in with the goodness of his nature. Those who in this world
pass their lives in opposition to the will of God will have rest of heart
neither in this world nor in the world to come; and, on entering the world of
spirits they will feel bewildered and distressed. But those who in this world
are conformed to the will or the Lord will be at peace on reaching the next,
and will be filled with unspeakable joy, because here is their eternal home,
and the kingdom of their Father.
Many
have the idea that if they sin in secret then none will ever know about it, but
it is altogether impossible that any sin should remain hidden forever. At some
time or other it will certainly be known, and the sinner will also receive the
punishment he deserves. Also goodness and truth can never be hidden. In the end
they must triumph, though, for a time, they may not be recognised. The
following incidents will throw light on the state of the sinner.
Once
in a vision, one of the saints recounted this story to me, "Late one night
a godly man had to go a distance to do some necessary work. As he went along he
came upon a thief breaking into a shop. He said to him, 'You have no right to
take other people's property, and to cause them loss. It is a great sin to do
so.' The thief answered, 'If you want to get out of this safely, then get out
quietly. If you don't there will be trouble for you.' The good man persisted in
his efforts, and, when the thief would not listen, he began to shout and raised
the neighbours. They rushed out to seize the thief, but as soon as the good man
began to accuse him, the thief retaliated and accused the good man. 'Oh-yes;'
he said, 'you think this fellow is very religious, but I caught him in the very
act of stealing.' As there were no witnesses both were arrested, and locked up
together in a room, while a police officer and some of his men hid themselves
to listen to their conversation. Then the thief began to laugh at his fellow
prisoner.
'Look,' he
said, 'haven't I caught you nicely? I told you at first to get out or it would
be the worse for you. Now we'll see how your religion is going to save you.' As
soon as the officer heard this he opened the door and released the good man
with honour and a reward, while he gave the thief a severe beating, and locked
him in a prison cell. So, even in this world, there is a degree of judgment
between good and bad men, but the full punishment and reward will be given only
in the world to come."
The
following was also related to me in a vision. A man in the secret of his own
room was committing a sinful act, and he thought that his sin was hidden. One
of the saints said, "How I wish that the spiritual eyes of this man had
been open at the time, then he would never have dared to commit this sin."
For in that room were a number of angels and saints, as well as some spirits of
his dear ones, who had come to help him. All of them were grieved to see his
shameful conducts and one of them said, "We came to help him, but now we
will have to be witnesses against him at the time of his judgment. He cannot
see us, but we can all see him indulging in this sin. Would that this man would
repent, and be saved from the punishment to come."
Once
I saw in the world of spirits a spirit who, with cries of remorse was rushing
about like a madman. An angel said, "In the world this man had many
chances of repenting and turning towards God, but whenever his conscience began
to trouble him he used to drown its prickings in drink. He wasted all his
property, and ruined his family, and in the end committed suicide, and now in
the world of spirits he rushes frantically about like a mad dog and writhes in
remorse at the thought of his lost opportunities. We are all willing to help
him, but his own perverted nature prevents him from repenting, for sin has
hardened his heart, though the memory of his sin is always fresh to him. In the
world he drank to make himself forget the voice of his conscience, but here
there is no possible chance of covering up anything. Now his soul is so naked
that he himself, and all the inhabitants of the spiritual world, can see his
sinful life. For him, in his sin-hardened state, no other course is possible
but that he must hide himself in the darkness with other evil spirits, and so
to some extent escape the torture of the light."
Once
in my presence a man of evil life entered at death into the world of spirits.
When the angel and saints wished to help him he at once began to curse and
revile them, and say, "God is altogether unjust. He has prepared heaven
for such flattering slaves as you are, and casts the rest of mankind into hell.
Yet you call Him Love!" The angels replied, "God certainly is Love.
He created men that they might live forever in happy fellowship with Him, but
men, by their own obstinacy, and by abuse of their free will have turned their
faces away from Him, and have made hell for themselves. God neither casts any
one into hell, nor will He ever do so, but man himself, by being entangled in
sin, creates hell for himself. God never created any hell."
Just then the
exceedingly sweet voice of one of the high angels was heard from above saying,
"God gives permission that this man may be brought into heaven."
Eagerly the man stepped forward accompanied by two angels, but when they
reached the door of heaven, and saw the holy and light-enveloped place and the
glorious and blessed inhabitants that dwell there, he began to feel uneasy. The
angels said to him, "see how beautiful a world is this! Go a little
farther, and look at the dear Lord sitting on His throne." From the door
he looked, and then as the light of the Sun of Righteousness revealed to him
the impurity of his sin-defiled life, he started back in an agony of
self-loathing, and fled, with such precipitancy, that he did not even stop in
the intermediate state of the world of spirits, but like a stone he passed
through it, and cast himself headlong into the bottomless pit.
Then the sweet
and ravishing voice of the Lord was heard saying, "Look, My dear children,
none is forbidden to come here, and no one forbade this man, nor has any one
asked him to leave. It was his own impure life that forced him to flee from
this holy place, for, 'Except a man be born again he cannot see the
A
man, who some years before had killed a Christian preacher, was bitten by a
snake in the jungle, and died. When he entered the world of spirits, he saw
good and bad spirits all around him, and because the whole aspect of his soul
showed that he was a son of darkness, the evil spirits soon had possession of
him, and pushed him along with them towards the darkness. One of the saints
remarked, "He killed a man of God by the poison of his anger, and now he
is killed by the poison of a snake. The old Serpent, the devil, by means of
this man, killed an innocent man. Now, by means of another snake, which is like
him, he has killed this man, for 'he was a murderer from the beginning' "
(John 8:44).
As
he was being taken away, one from among the good spirits, who had come to help
him, said to him, "I have forgiven you with all my heart. Now can I do
anything to help you?" The murderer at once recognised him as the same man
whom he had killed some years before. Ashamed and smitten with fear he fell
down before him, and at once the evil spirits began to clamour loudly, but the
angels who were standing at a distance rebuked and silenced them. Then the
murderer said to the man whom he had killed, "How I wish that, in the
world, I could have seen your unselfish and loving life as I see it now! I regret
that through my blindness, and because your real spiritual life was screened by
your body, I could not then see the inner beauty of your life. Also by killing
you I deprived many of the blessing and benefit that you would have given them.
Now I am forever a sinner in God's sight, and fully deserve my punishment. I
don't know what I can do except hide myself in some dark cave, because I cannot
bear this light. In it, not only does my own heart make me miserable, but all
can see every detail of my sinful life." To this the man who had been
murdered replied, "You should truly repent, and turn to God, for if you do
there is hope that the Lamb of God will wash you in His own blood, and give you
new life that you may live with us in heaven, and be saved frown the torment of
Hell."
The murderer
said in reply, "There is no need for me to confess my sins for they are
open to all. In the world I could hide them, but not here. I want to live with
saints like you in heaven, but when I cannot bear the dimness of the
self-revealing light in the world of spirits, then what will be my state in the
searching brightness and glory of that light-filled place? My greatest
hindrance is that, through my sins, my conscience is so dull and hardened that
my nature will not incline towards God and repentance. I seem to have no power
to repent left in me. Now there is nothing for it, but that I shall be driven
out from here forever. Alas for my unhappy state!" As he said this,
fear-stricken, he fell down, and his fellow evil spirits dragged him away into
the darkness. Then one of the angels said, "See! there is no need for
anyone to pronounce a sentence of doom. Of itself the life of any sinner proves
him guilty. There is no need to tell him, or to put forward witnesses against
him. To a certain extent punishment begins in the heart of every sinner while
in the world, but here they feel the full effect of it. And God's arrangement
here is such that goats and sheep, that is, sinners and righteous, separate of
their own accord.
God created man
to live in light, in which his Spiritual health and joy are made permanent
forever. Therefore no man can be happy in the darkness of hell, nor, because of
his sin-perverted life, can he be happy in the light. So wherever a sinner may
go he will find himself in hell. How opposite to this is the state of the
righteous, who freed from sin, is in heaven everywhere !"
In
the world there was a man so addicted to lying that it had become second nature
to him. When he died and entered the world of spirits, he tried to lie as
usual, but was greatly ashamed because even before he could speak, his thoughts
were known to all. No one can be a hypocrite there, because the thought of no
heart can remain hidden. The soul as it leaves the body bears in it the imprint
of all its sin, and its very members become witnesses against it. Nothing can
blot out that stain of sin except the blood of Christ. When this man was in the
world he regularly tried to distort right into wrong, and wrong into right,
but, after his bodily death he learned that there never is, and never can be, a
possibility of twisting truth into untruth. He who lies injures and deceives no
one but himself, so this man by lying had killed the inner perception to truth
which he had once possessed. I watched him as, inextricably tangled in his own
deceit, he turned his face away from the light from above, and hurried away far
down into the darkness, where none could see his filthy love of lying, except
those spirits who were like in nature to himself.
For Truth is
always Truth, and it alone gave this man the sentence of his falseness, and
condemned him as a liar.
I
saw an adulterer, who had shortly before arrived in the world of spirits. His
tongue was hanging out like a man consumed by thirst, his nostrils were
distended, and he beat his arms about as if a kind of fire burned within him.
His appearance was so evil and loathsome that I revolted at looking at him. All
the accompaniments of luxury and sensuality had been left behind in the world
and now, like a mad dog, he ran frantically around, and cried, "Curse on
this life! There is no death here to put an end to all this pain. And here the
spirit cannot die, otherwise, I should again kill myself, as I did with a
pistol in the world in order to escape from my troubles there. But this pain is
far greater than the pain of the world. What shall I do?" Saying this he
ran towards the darkness, where were many other like minded spirits, and there
disappeared.
One of the
saints said "Not only is an evil act sin, but an evil thought, and an evil
look is also sin. This sin is not confined only to trafficking with strange
women, but excess and animalism in relation to one's wife is also sin. A man
and his wife are truly joined together not for sensualism but for mutual help
and support, that they with their children may spend their lives in the service
of mankind and for the glory of God.
But he who
departs from this aim in life is guilty of the adulterer's sin."
A
robber died and entered the world of spirits. At first he took no interest in
his state, or in the spirits about him, but, as his habit was, he at once set
about helping himself to the valuables of the place. But he was amazed that in the
spirit world the very things seemed to be speaking and accusing him of his
unworthy action. His nature was so perverted that he neither knew the true use
of these things nor was he fit to use them rightly. In the World his passions
had been so unbridled, that, for the most trifling cause, he, in his anger, had
killed or wounded any who had offended him. Now in the world of spirits, he
began to act in the same way. He turned on the spirits, who came to instruct
him, as if he would have torn them to pieces, like a savage dog will do even in
the presence of its master. On this one of the angels said, "If spirits of
this kind were not kept down in the darkness or the bottomless pit, then they
would cause immense harm wherever they might go. This man's conscience is so
dead, that even after he has reached the world of spirits, he fails to
recognise that, by murdering and robbing in the world, he has wasted his own
spiritual discernment and life. He killed and destroyed others, but in reality
he has destroyed himself. God alone knows if this man, and those who are like
him, will remain in torment for ages or forever."
After this the
angels appointed to the duty took him, and shut him down in the darkness from
which he is not permitted to come out. The state of evildoers in that place is
so terrible, and so inexpressibly fierce is this torment, that those who see
them tremble at the sight. Because of the limitations of our worldly speech we
can only say this, that wherever the soul of a sinner is, always and in every
way, there is nothing but pain that ceases not for a moment. A kind of
lightless fire burns forever and torments these souls, but neither are they
altogether consumed, nor does the fire die out. A spirit who was watching what
had just happened said, "Who knows but that in the end this may not be a
cleansing flame?" In the dark part of the world of spirits, which is
called Hell, there are many grades and planes, and the particular one in which
any spirit lives in suffering is dependent on the quantity and character of his
sins. In fact God made them all in His own image (Gen. 1:26, 27; Col. 1:15),
yet by their connection with sin they have disfigured this image, and have made
it unbeautiful and evil. They have, indeed, a kind of spiritual body, but it is
exceedingly loathsome and frightful, and if they are not restored by true
repentance, and the grace of God, (while on earth), then in this fearful form
they must remain in torment forever.
Heaven,
or the
An
angel related to me how a true Christian, who had wholeheartedly served his
Master for thirty years, lay dying. A few minutes before he died God opened his
spiritual eyes that, even before leaving the body, he might see the spiritual
world and might tell what he saw to those about him. He saw that heaven had
been opened for him, and a party of angels and saints was coming out to meet
him, and at the door the Saviour with outstretched hand was waiting to receive
him. As all this broke upon him he gave such a shout of joy that those at his
bedside were startled. "What a joy it is for me," he exclaimed,
"I have long been waiting that I might see my Lord, and go to Him. Oh
friends ! look at His face all lighted by love, and see that company of angels
that has come for me. What a glorious place it is! Friends, I am setting out
for my real home, do not grieve over my departure, but rejoice !" One of
those present at his bedside said quietly, "His mind is wandering."
He heard the low voice and said, "No, it is not. I am quite conscious. I
wish you could see this wonderful sight. I am sorry it is hidden from your
eyes. Good-bye, we will meet again in the next world." Saving this he
closed his eyes, and said, "Lord I commend my soul into thy hands"
and so fell asleep.
As
soon as his soul had left his body the angels took him in their arms, and were
about to go off to heaven, but he asked them to delay a few minutes. He looked
at his lifeless body, and at his friends, and said to the angels, "I did
not know that the spirit after leaving the body could see his own body and his
friends. I wish my friends could see me, as well as I can see them, then these
would never count me as dead, nor mourn for me as they do." Then he
examined his spiritual body and found it beautifully light and delicate, and
totally different from his gross material body. On that he began to restrain
his wife and children who were weeping and kissing his cold body. He stretched
out his delicate spiritual hands, and began to explain to them, and with great love
to press them away from it, but they could neither see him, nor hear his voice,
and, as he tried to remove his children from off his body, it seemed as if his
hands passed right through their bodies, as if they were air, but they felt
nothing at all. Then one of the angels said, "Come, let us take you to
your everlasting home. Do not be sorry for them. The Lord Himself, and we also,
will comfort them. This separation is but for a few days."
Then in company
with the angels he set out for heaven. They had gone forward only a little way
when another band of angels met them with cries of "Welcome." Many
friends and dear ones, who had died before him, also met him, and on seeing
them his joy was further increased. On reaching the gate of heaven the angels and
saints stood in silence on either side. He entered, and in the doorway was met
by Christ. At once he fell at His feet to worship Him, but the Lord lifted him
up, and embraced him, and said, "Well done, good and faithful servant,
enter thou into the joy of thy Lord." At that the man's joy was
indescribable. From his eyes tears of joy began to flow, and the Lord in great
love wiped them away, and to the angels He said, "Take him to that most
glorious mansion that, from the beginning, has been prepared for him."
Now the spirit
of this man of God still held the earthly idea, that to turn his back on the
Lord as he went off with the angels would be a dishonour to Him. He hesitated
to do this, but, when at last he turned his face towards the mansion, he was astonished
to see that wherever he looked he could see the Lord. For Christ is present in
every place, and is seen everywhere by saints and angels. In addition to the
Lord, he was delighted to see that on every side there were surroundings that
filled him with joy, and that those who are lowest in rank meet without envy
those who are higher, and that those whose position is more exalted count
themselves fortunate to be able to serve their brethren in lower positions
because this is the kingdom of God, and of love.
In every part
of heaven there are superb gardens which all the time produce every variety of
sweet and luscious fruit, and all kinds of sweet scented flowers that never
fade. In them creatures of every kind give praise to God unceasingly. Birds,
beautiful in hue, raise their sweet songs of praise, and such is the sweet
singing of angels and saints that on hearing their songs a wonderful sense of
rapture is experienced. Wherever one may look there is nothing but scenes of
unbounded joy. This, in truth, is the
Then
I saw a man of God examining his appointed mansion from a great distance. When
this man, in company with the angels, arrived at the door of his appointed
mansion, he saw written on it in shining letters the word "Welcome,"
and from the letters themselves "Welcome, Welcome," in audible sound
was repeated and repeated again. When he had entered his home, to his surprise
he found the Lord there before him. At this his joy was more than we can
describe, and he exclaimed, "I left the Lord's presence and came here at
His command, but I find that the Lord Himself is here to dwell with me."
In the mansion was everything that his imagination could have conceived, and
everyone was ready to serve him. In the near-by houses, saints, like-minded to
himself, lived in happy fellowship. For this heavenly house is the kingdom
which has been prepared for the saints from the foundation of the world (Matt.
25:34), and this is the glorious future that awaits every true follower of
Christ.
A
minister who looked on himself as an exceedingly learned and religious man died
at a ripe old age. And without doubt he was a good man. When the angels came to
take him to the place appointed for him by the Lord in the world of spirits,
they brought him into the intermediate state, and left him there with many
other good spirits, who had lately arrived, in charge of those angels who are
appointed to instruct good souls, while they themselves went back to usher in
another good spirit.
In
that intermediate heaven there are grades upon grades right up to the higher
heavens, and the grade into which any soul is admitted for instruction, is
determined by the real goodness of his life on earth.
When the
angels, who had put this minister in his grade, came back conducting in the
other soul, for whom they had gone, they brought him up beyond the grade in
which the minister was, on their way up to a higher plane. Seeing this the
minister in a blustering voice called out, "What right have you to leave
me half-way up to that glorious country, while You take this other man away up
near to it? Neither in holiness, nor in anything else, am I in any way less
than this man, or than you yourselves." The angels replied, "There is
no question here of great or small, or of more or less, but a man is put into
whatever grade he has merited by his life and faith. You are not quite ready
yet for that upper grade, so you will have to remain here for a while, and
learn some of the things that our fellow-workers are appointed to teach. Then,
when the Lord commands us, we will, with great pleasure, take you with us to
that higher sphere." He said, "I have been teaching people all my
life about the way to reach heaven. What more have I to learn? I know all about
it."
Then the
instructing angels said, "They must go up now, we can't detain them, but we
will answer your question. My friend, do not be offended if we speak plainly,
for it is for your good. You think you are alone here, but the Lord is also
here though you cannot see Him. The pride that you displayed when you said, 'I
know all about it' prevents you from seeing Him, and from going up higher.
Humility is the cure for this pride. Practice it and your desire will be
granted."
After this one
of the angels told him, "The man who has just been promoted above you, was
no learned or famous man. You did not look at him very carefully. He was a
member of your own congregation. People hardly knew him at all, for he was an
ordinary working man, and had little leisure from his work. But in his workshop
many knew him as an industrious and honest worker. His Christian character was
recognised by all who came in contact with him. In the war he was called up for
service in
In
heaven no one can ever be a hypocrite, for all can see the lives of others as
they are. The all-revealing light which flows out from the Christ in Glory
makes the wicked in their remorse try to hide themselves, but it fills the
righteous with the utmost joy to be in the Father's
God,
who is Love, is seen in the person of Jesus sitting on the throne in the
highest heaven. From Him, who is the "Sun of Righteousness," and the
"Light of the World," healing and life-giving rays and waves of light
and love are seen flowing out through every saint and angel, and bringing to
whatever they touch vitalising and vivifying power.
There
is in heaven neither east or west, nor north nor south, but for each individual
soul or angel, Christ's throne appears as the centre of all things.
There also are
found every kind of sweet and delicious flower and fruit, and many kinds of
spiritual food. While eating them an exquisite flavour and pleasure are
experienced but, after the are assimilated, a delicate scent, which perfumes
the air around, exudes from the pores of the body.
In short the
will and desires of all the inhabitants of heaven are fulfilled in God, because
in every life God's will is made perfect, so under all conditions, and at every
stage of heaven, there is for every one an unchanging experience of wonderful
joy and blessedness.
A
few months ago I was lying alone in my room suffering acutely from an ulcer in
my eye. The pain was so great that I could do no other work, so I spent the
time in prayer and intercession. One day I had been thus engaged for only a few
minutes, when the spiritual world was opened to me, and I found myself
surrounded by numbers of angels. Immediately I forgot all my pain, for my whole
attention was concentrated on them. I mention below a few other subjects on
which we conversed together.
I
asked them, "Can you tell me by what names you are known?" One of the
angels replied, "Each of us has been given a new name, which none knows
except the Lord and the one who has received it (Rev. 2:17). All of us here
have served the Lord in different lands and in different ages, and there is no
need that any know what our names are. Nor is there any necessity that we
should tell our former earthly names. It might be interesting to know them, but
what would be the use of it? And then we do not want people to know our names,
lest they should imagine us great and give honour to us, instead of to the
Lord, who has so loved us that He has lifted us up out of our fallen state, and
has brought us into our eternal home, where we will forever sing praises in His
loving fellowship - - and this is the object for which He has created us."
I
asked again, "Do the angels and saints who live in the highest spheres of
heaven, always look on the face of God? And, if they see Him, in what form and
state does He appear?"
One
of the saints said, "As the sea is full of water, so is the whole universe
filled with God, and every inhabitant of heaven feels His presence about him on
every side. When one dives under water, above and below and round about there
is nothing but water, so in heaven is the presence of God felt. And just as in
the water of the sea there are uncounted living creatures, so in the Infinite
Being of God His creatures exist. Because He is Infinite, His children, who are
finite, can see Him only in the form of Christ. As the Lord Himself has said,
"He that hath seen Me hath seen the Father" (John 14:9). In this
world of spirits the spiritual progress of any one governs the degree to which
he is able to know and feel God; and the Christ also reveals His glorious form
to each one according to his spiritual enlightenment and capacity. If Christ
were to appear in the same glorious light to-the dwellers of the darkened lower
spheres of the spiritual world, as he; appears to those in the higher planes,
then they would not be able to bear it. So He tempers the glory of His
manifestation to the state of progress, and to the capacity, of each individual
soul."
Then another
saint added, "God's presence can indeed be felt and enjoyed but it cannot
be expressed in words. As the sweetness of the sweet is enjoyed by tasting, and
not by the most graphic descriptive phrasing, so every one in heaven
experiences the joy of God's presence, and every one in the spiritual world
knows that his experience of God is real, and has no need that any should
attempt to help him with a verbal description of it."
I
asked, "How far from one another are the various heavenly spheres of
existence? If one cannot go to stay in other spheres is he permitted to visit
them?"
Then
one of the saints said, "The place of residence is appointed for each soul
in that plane to which his spiritual development has fitted him, but for short
periods he can go to visit other spheres. When those of the higher spheres come
down to the lower, a kind of spiritual covering is given to them, that the
glory of their appearance may not be disconcerting to the inhabitants of the
lower and darker spheres. So when one from a lower sphere goes to a higher, he
also gets a kind of spiritual covering that he may be able to bear the light
and glory of that place."
In heaven distance
is never felt by any one, for as soon as one forms the wish to go to a certain
place he at once finds himself there. Distances are felt only in the material
world. If one wishes to see a saint in another sphere, either he himself is
transported there in a moment of thought, or at once the distant saint arrives
in his presence.
I
inquired of them, "Everything is created for some purpose, but it
sometimes appears that that purpose is not fulfilled, for instance, the purpose
of the fig tree was to produce fruit, but, when the Lord found it fruitless, He
withered it up. Can you enlighten me as to whether its purpose was fulfilled or
not?"
A
saint replied, "Undoubtedly its purpose was fulfilled, and was fulfilled
more fully. The Lord of Life gives life to every creature for a certain
specific purpose, but if that purpose is not fulfilled He has power to take
back the life in order to fulfil some higher purpose. Many thousands of God's
servants have sacrificed their lives in order to teach and uplift others. By
losing their lives for others they have helped them, and thus fulfilled the
higher purpose of God. And if it is lawful, and a most noble service, for man,
who is higher than fig trees and all other created things, to give his life for
other men, then how can it be unjust if a mere tree gives its life for the
teaching and warning of an erring nation? So through this fig tree Christ
taught this great lesson to the Jews, and to the whole world, that those whose
lives are fruitless, and who fail in the purpose for which God created them,
will be altogether withered and destroyed."
And the facts
of history make it abundantly plain to us that the bigoted and narrow Jewish
national life of that day was, because of its barrenness, withered away like
the fig tree. And in the same way the fruitless lives of others, though
outwardly they may appear fruitful, are a cause of deception to others, and
will be cursed and destroyed. If any one should object that when the Lord
cursed this fig tree, it was not the fruit season and figs should not have been
looked for, then he should reflect that for doing good there is no fixed
season, because all seasons and times are equally appointed for good works, and
that he himself should make his life fruitful and thus fulfil the purpose for
which he was created.
Again
I asked, "Would it not have been far better if God had created man and all
creation perfect, for then man could neither have committed sin, nor because of
sin would there have been so much sorrow and suffering in the world; but now,
in a creation made subject to vanity, we have all kinds of suffering to undergo
?"
An angel who
had come from the highest grades of heaven, and occupied a high position there,
replied, "God has not made man like a machine, which would work
automatically; nor has He fixed his destiny as in the case of the stars and
planets, that may not move out of their appointed course, but He has made man
in His own image and likeness, a free agent, possessed of understanding,
determination, and power to act independently, hence he is superior to all
other created things. Had man not been created a free agent he would not have
been able to enjoy God's presence, nor the joy off heaven, for he would have
been a mere machine, that moves without knowing or feeling, or like the stars
that swing unknowingly through infinite space. But man, being a free agent, is
by the constitution of his nature, opposed to this kind of soulless perfection
-- and a perfection of this kind would really have been imperfection -- for
such a man would have been a mere slave whose very perfection had compelled him
to certain acts, in the doing of which he could have had no enjoyment, because
he had no choice of his own. To him there would be no difference between a God
and a stone."
Man, and with
him all creation, has been subjected to vanity but not forever. By his
disobedience man has brought himself, and all other creatures, into all the
ills and sufferings of this state of vanity. In this state of spiritual
struggle alone can his spiritual powers be fully developed, and only in this
struggle can he learn the lesson necessary to his perfection. Therefore, when
man at last reaches the state of perfection of heaven, he will thank God for the
sufferings and struggle of the present world, for then he will fully understand
that all things work together for good to them that love God (Rom. 8:28).
Then
another of the saints said, "All the inhabitants of heaven know that God
is Love, but it had been hidden from all eternity that His love is so wonderful
that He would become man to save sinners, and for their cleansing would die on
the Cross. He suffered thus that He might save men, and all creation, which is
in subjection to vanity. Thus God, in becoming man, has shown His heart to His
children, but had any other means been used His infinite love would have
remained forever hidden.
"Now
the whole creation, with earnest expectation, awaits the manifestation of the
sons of God, when they shall be again restored and glorified. But, at present,
they, and all creation, will remain groaning and travailing till this new
creation comes to pass. And those also who have been born again groan within
themselves, waiting for the redemption of the body; and the time approaches
when the whole creation, being obedient to God in all things, will be freed
from corruption, and from this vanity forever. Then will it remain eternally
happy in God, and will fulfil in itself the purpose for which it was created.
Then God will be all in all" (Rom. 8:18-23).
The angels also
conversed with me about many other matters, but it is impossible to record
them, because, not only is there in the world no language, no simile, by which
I could express the meaning of those very deep spiritual truths, but also they
did not wish me to attempt it, for no one without spiritual experience can
understand them, so in that case, there is the fear that, instead of their
being a help, they would be to many a cause of misunderstanding and error. I
have, therefore, written only a few of the simplest of the matters talked over,
in the hope that from them many may get direction and warning, teaching and
comfort.
Also, that time
is not far distant when my readers will pass over into the spiritual world, and
see these things with their own eyes. But before we leave this world forever,
to go to our eternal home, we must with the support of God's grace, and in the
Spirit of prayer, carry out with faithfulness our appointed work. Thus shall we
fulfil the purpose of our lives, and enter without any shade of regret, into
the eternal joy of the Kingdom of our Heavenly Father.
THE END
(The rest below not is
not part of the main book)
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Here is another quote
from Sundar Singh posted on Robert Beecham's site
http://www.growthingod.org.uk/UniRec.htm
I was also told that
the love of God operates even in Hell. God does not shine in His full light,
because those there could not bear it, but He gradually shows them more and
more light and by and by brings them on and moves their conscience towards
something better, although they think that the desire is entirely their own.
Thus God works on their minds from within, something in the same way, though in
the opposite direction, as that in which Satan suggests temptation to us here.
Thus, what with God's work within and the Light without, almost all those in
Hell will ultimately be brought to Christs feet. It will perhaps take millions
of ages, but when it is attained they will be full of joy and thankfulness
towards God: though they will still be less happy than those who have accepted
Christ on earth. Thus Hell also is a training school, a place of preparation
for Home. Those in Hell know that it is not their home because they suffer
there. Men were not created for Hell and therefore do not enjoy it and, when
there, desire to escape to Heaven. They do so, but they find Heaven even more
uncongenial than Hell, so they return. But this convinces them that there is
something wrong in their lives, and thus they are gradually led to repentance.
At least, that is the case with the majority, but there are some few
personalities, Satan for instance, in regard to whom I was told, 'Don't ask
about them.. And so I didn't like to ask, but I hoped that for them also there
was some hope.
They also told me that the saints help in the work of saving souls in Hell,
because there can be no idleness in Heaven. Those in Hell will ultimately be
brought to Heaven, like the prodigal son, but with regard to the ultimate fate
of a certain number you must not ask. The Sadhu is inclined to think that
perhaps these few will be annihilated.
Once I said So many people will be lost because they have not
heard of Christ.
They said, The
contrary will be the case; very few will be lost.
There is a kind of
heavenly joke - no joke is not a good word for it. Very few will be lost but
many will be saved.
It is so but dont
tell, they said, as it were in jest, because it will make men careless, and
we want them to enjoy the First Heaven - that is, the Heaven on earth - as
well.
If there were no hope
for all the non-Christians in the world and all the Christians who die in sin,
God would stop creating men. We must do our part here on earth to save sinners,
but if they refuse we need not be without hope for them.
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The following is a quote
from Anna Rountree's Book, "The Heavens Opened",
(p 69-73) Published in 1999. She was caught up to the heavenly sphere and has
recorded the tremendous events in her book about heaven, training angels, Gods
throne, a weak Church, promises of the end-time and much more. She was taken by
Christ to see satan's kingdom during this visit, and we end this booklet with
her words on this event:
An
Attack: The Devil
By this time I thought I
saw some light at the end of the tunnel. I started to become anxious for
relief. I wanted out. Out.
Then, as if in my own
voice, I heard, Jesus may love you, but its a strange sort of love that would
bring you into a place of such great danger. And I cant see that Hes
protecting you as He should. Of course, if Hed told you beforehand what you
would be facing
but He didnt. If you could acquire more knowledge yourself,
you wouldnt need to rely upon Him for protection. You could protect yourself.
You deserve better than this.
There it was: pride,
presumption, unbelief, accusations against the Lords lovingkindness, and an
invitation to be independent of Him, better than Him in other words,
rebellion. All these were the deep things of Satan.
Oh, God, I said within
myself, forgive me. That I would think I could do anything by myself, when I
know that apart from You there is no life. I love You, and I know that You love
me. You alone are the victor, You alone. You alone will do all and be all and
are all; I trust You, my Savior and my Lord, my God in whom I trust.
With great passion I
cried out within the tunnel: I have been crucified with Christ, and it is no
longer I who live, but Christ lives in me!
The Gigantic Cavern
Joyously the white Eagle
burst through the far mouth of the tunnel. Now we seemed to be flying inside a
gigantic cavern within that mountain, but I could not be sure, for I was unable
to see the top. Within this cavern, if it was a cavern, the atmosphere was gray
and deathly still, but electric, as it might be in the eye of a hurricane.
Tunnels honeycombed the
encircling mountain, both up high, as was the one we had travelled, and at the
base.
Satans Palace
Just ahead of us was another
mountain rising from within the center of this cavern. It looked as though it
was made of shiny, jagged coal. On its top was an exquisite palace, as perfect
and lustrous as a jet gemstone. A thick, yellow liquid oozed from beneath the
structure and slid down the mountain. The air reaked of sulphur.
At the base of this
mountain, large red dragons luxuriated in a cesspool moat, as wild beasts might
cool themselves in muddy water on the Serengeti. Their heads rested against the
base of the mountain. Slight fire would come from their nostrils; when this
fire touched the yellow liquid sliding down the mountain, a flame would ignite
but quickly go out. They rolled their eyes up at us, but we must have been
outside of their designated patrol area, for we did not raise their ire enough
to protect the castle.
The palace itself was
ingenious in design imaginative and tasteful, but dark, cold, uninviting, and
foreboding.
Satans mountain and
his palace, the white Eagle said. He continued to fly towards it.
Attack of the Harpies
Suddenly, dark angels by
the thousands poured out from the tunnels and began encircling us, like bats
leaving caves at sunset. They had the heads and torsos of women and the wings,
tails, legs, and clawed feet of rapacious vultures.
They cannot touch us,
the white Eagle said. Remain calm.
These harpies would pass
by us closely, crying and taunting, but they never obstructed our view of the
palace nor hindered the white Eagles relentless flight toward it.
The Prince of Darkness
High in the black palace
at a lightless window, a solitary figure appeared, looking at us. From a
distance, one could sense his power, authority, and extreme loneliness
separation, isolation, and a cold, cold heart.
He looked like a Spanish
prince. He wore an elegant black velvet robe encrusted with jewels; he was
tastefully and perfectly groomed. He was handsome, almost perfectly handsome,
with shiny black hair an dark intelligent eyes.
He waved his hand, and
the harpies flew away as quickly as they had come, retreating into the
honeycomb of tunnels. The sound of thousands of leathery wings dwindled away,
leaving the cavern quiet in comparison.
After that he continued
to stand unmoving at the window, his eyes fixed upon us: lonely, like a king
who is also a rejected lover.
I thought to myself, There he is: he who was full of light that
he was named the shining one now the prince of darkness, he whose
executive ability still is such that he manages a vast, global empire of
deceit, seducing the whole world.
Seeing his impeccable,
ageless beauty, I could not help wondering what he must have been like before
his fall, for he was created sublime in order to hold the most exalted position
in the heavenly court. He was the anointed cherub who covers. I wondered if
once there were three cherubs guarding the throne of God, one on either side
and one above? Was that why he was created so beautiful, wise, and powerful? To
guard the throne from that elevated position?
He walked amid the coals
of fire, sharing the very heart of God, intimate with the Godhead. Did he
betray the One who loved him by striking at Him from above? Is that the reason
he boasted that he would exalt his throne above the stars of God?
There he is, I thought to myself, still superior, but superior now only in evil, and because of his
vaulting pride, isolated beyond mercys reach and beyond asking for it.
The white Eagle turned
from the palace and began to fly back toward the tunnel.
Taunts of the Black Raven
A huge black raven suddenly appeared beside us. Its feathers were a brilliant
ebony, and its eyes flashed a fiery red. "Why have You come?" hissed
Satan. "Does it please You to shame me before my subjects? Does it please
You to bring love and warmth here to torment us? You are cruel!"
The Lord said nothing.
"Don't You miss me?" Satan continued. "Did You come here because
of Your loneliness for me? Would You like to come here more often to be with
me, just to see me?" The raven cracked a hard, cruel laugh. "You miss
me and love me still," he exulted. Then in tones venomous with bitter
scorn, he mocked: "You are a fool to love me even now, Jesus of
Nazareth."
The Lord's silence infuriated the raven.
"Don't come back to shame me before my subjects! I am king here. Stay
away! I don't love You, and I wish all manner of exquisite torments upon You to
express my contempt. Stay away!" Satan spewed vehemently.
Having said that, the raven made a sharp turn and flew back to the palace.
The white Eagle continued through the tunnel from which we had come. A void,
deathly silence was in that darkness now.
Return to the Sheepfold
He flew to the sheepfold and stopped before the gate. I climbed down from His
back. He became the Lord again with His shepherd's staff in His hand. He opened
the gate and led me inside.
We both removed our shoes and stood barefoot within the sheepfold. I was
shivering, and He put His arm around me.
"It is all right, Anna," He said. " You needed to see that Satan
is cruel. Rest now."
Warmth began to flow into me, and I tried to breathe deeply, settling myself.
"Why did You show me these things?" I asked.
"To you it has been granted to know," He said. "Mark well what
you have seen and heard."
--END QUOTE-- (A real
"must read" book!)